Well well well. It’s been an enormously long time since the last post. Maybe I should get back on the saddle. There’s not that much to complain right now but I’ll try. One lasting subject is relationships and in my case the lack there of.
See I haven’t been in a relationship, say, ever. I am just not that guy that women would find irresistible, or even to put it in perspective, pleasant. I don’t know why that is since there’s not that much physically wrong with me, although I am quite short and a bit fat. I wear ok clothing, I’d presume. So it’s not like I am a circus freak ot anything. I believe I have a good personality though but I never even get to show it as women usually have this "go away creep" look if I am closer than 50 meters to them. If I write to women on an online dating service, I get no replies nor do I get any spontaneous flirts etc. So I guess Cupid’s passing this one.
However at summer it seems that some women look as though they might be interested in me or might find my appearance in some level acceptable if not even appealing. But that really gets my guard on. I mean during fall/winter if the climate is cold so are the women towards me, I get no interested looks ever. The snow really shovels on me then. That makes me feel a bit contradicted. Why would I start a relationship if I knew that half of the year this person wouldn’t even look at me but when it happens to be sunny and warm, she suddenly for some reason gets em… horny. I mean I bet it’s the sun and not the me that is making these women more interested in me. I guess there’d be a big chance that when the winter comes, the love if there ever was one, goes away.
And then they dare to complain on magazines and newspapers that women don’t get men. Well women, it’s really you who are acting weird making men freak out.